In His Own Words
About Him
My Immortal beloved.......
I got stuck that night in the rain and the mud.
There was no way of me getting to you,
in any why nor in good time.
I tried my dear, time worked against us,
that moment.
It was over my head the rain and the blood.
It was to late then, it was over already.
The RAIN, the storm the willing horses.
Without result or course.
I started to crawl.
Anywhere I would have followed you.
I felt so small.
In the FINAL hour.
Why did you cross my path.
Why did you bless me with your beauty, presence,
existence and grace.
WHY did you leave and break my heart.
You should have waited for my soul,
unconditional love and unfailing heart.
Why did you shatter my holy chapel,
Your body, My shrine.
The bell rang one Last time.
While the glass broke and rocks fell,
shattered on the holy ground.
You were my only being.
My only salvation.
Still I am waiting for the nights,
that never came.
Tomorrow will be like yesterday all the same.
Without you.
Another day. With your heart on the street,
your soul on the empty beat.
Redemption for your path,
on the street with no name.
I know you are lonely.
Empty spaces, lonely places,
Gods forgiven graces with your heart on the table,
your dagger on the floor.
You understood but never spoke.
Your beautiful face mixed with tears and rain,
disguising your pain,
salt running down your amber cheeks.
Filling my chalice goblet with bitter
sweet wine of your heart and soul.
Beyond love, hate, beauty and pain.
I need more of you.
The last cup
The last drop
The last inch of you.
I need you to rain on me,
drench me to the skin again.
I need you,
I need you NOW.
I want to taste your body,
smell your breasts again.
Like towers, like hills as fragrant as godly flowers.
I want to taste and eat your forbidden fruit again.
Your ecstatic taste of peach and lemons……..
You are lost to all now.
You are lost to me now, like fire, like ice in Babylon,
lost to yourself in the smoke and trife........
(Continue reading poem.........Ideal match below ---vvv)
About His Ideal Match
..........But with God I will make a decree to find you again.
In my arms again, taste your heavenly flesh again.
Make love to you again and bare my offspring,
procreate and bring life again.
She is still learning to love.
I broke all obstacles, glass and stone to find you again.
Your lips like heaven your skin like clouds.
Your eyes like fire.
I just came to say goodbye on this dark ominous night.
I loved you too much to possibly humble myself to mortally
say goodbye in your piercing eyes,
that sees trough my conquerable soul.
He knows nothing at all.
You are the one that I love.
I can only on this paper and with this feather of pain,
blood and loss utter how much I loved you.
I still do.
Say something.......
You did'nd belonged to me.
Spiritually I belonged to you and still do.
ALLWAYS
You were my young innocent lover
You were my golden secret
You were my light and breath
You were my specimen flesh
My lust, desire and pleasure
My obsession, my pain
My innocent angel
My little girl and keeper
Object of desire raw flesh for hire
Your wombs, comforting amniotic fluids,
drowning my weary mind and heart.
Your umbilical cord giving me life,
and strangulating me at the same time,
again.
My madness my drug of choice
My insanity My sanity
My tranquilizer my Freedom
My emptiness my Total fulfillment
My salvation and crucifix
Drowning in your presence and your absence
My broken glass and spilled holy water.
My friend, my everything my resurrection.
You never belonged to me.
You only belonged to yourself.
I did enjoy it while it lasted.
I want you to be mine again.
NOT NOW.
FOREVER………
I still break all obstacles,
glass and stones, just to be with you again.
Once more one moment.
A fragment of my existence.
I will swallow my pride to be with you one last night.
Say something!
I am giving up on you,
MY IMMORTAL BELOVED
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About Him
Country of Origin: |
South Africa | |
Location: |
Johannesburg (Randburg), Gauteng, South Africa | |
Gender: |
Male | |
Age: |
53 | |
Star Sign: |
Capricorn | |
Height: |
193cm (6' 4.0") | |
Body Type: |
Slim | |
Looks: |
Above Average | |
Hair Colour: |
Dark Brown | |
Eye Colour: |
Blue | |
Ethnicity: |
White/Caucasian | |
Home Language: |
Afrikaans | |
Other Languages: |
English | |
Religion: |
Christian / Other | |
Relationship Status: |
Single | |
Looking for: |
Just online friends; Activity partners; Friends; Open to possibilities; Short-term; Long-term; Marriage | |
Have Children: |
Yes, not living with me | |
Want Children: |
Maybe | |
Daily Diet: |
Eat healthily | |
Smoking: |
Regular | |
Drinking: |
Non-Drinker | |
Education: |
Some University / College | |
Occupation: |
Artistic / Musical / Writer | |
Income: |
Enough |
About His Ideal Match
Country of Origin: |
Anywhere in the World | ||
Location: |
Randburg (Gauteng, South Africa) | ||
Gender: |
Female | ||
Age Range: |
21 - 27 | ||
Star Sign: |
Any | ||
Height: |
Any | ||
Body Type: |
Slim; Average; A few extra pounds; Curvaceous | ||
Looks: |
Very Attractive; Above Average; Average; Attractive | ||
Hair Colour: |
Any | ||
Eye Colour: |
Any | ||
Has a Photo: |
Non-negotiable | ||
Ethnicity: |
White/Caucasian | ||
Home Language: |
Afrikaans; English | ||
Other Languages: |
Any | ||
Religion: |
Christian / Other; Spiritual, but not religious | ||
Relationship Status: |
Single; Separated; Divorced; Widowed; It's Complicated | ||
Have Children: |
No | ||
Want Children: |
Yes; Maybe | ||
Daily Diet: |
Any | ||
Smoking: |
Any | ||
Drinking: |
Non-Drinker; Occasional Drinker | ||
Education: |
Any | ||
Occupation: |
Any | ||
Income: |
Any |
- Not important at all
- Slightly important
- Moderately important
- Decidedly important
- Non-negotiable
More About Him
Hair Style: |
Long |
Eyesight: |
I've got 20/20 vision |
Facial Hair: |
None |
Body Hair: |
Smooth |
Disabilities: |
I have none |
Body Art: |
I don't have any |
Sense of Humour: |
Childish |
Intelligence: |
Rocket Scientist |
Ruled by: |
The heart |
Party Behaviour: |
An impartial observer |
Personality Traits: |
Realistic |
Valued Qualities: |
Chemistry; Compassion; Contentment; Devotion; Faithfulness; Forgiveness; Friendliness; Honesty; Hope; Humour; Kindness; Mercy; Moderation; Patience; Self-control; Sexiness; Tolerance |
Fashion Sense: |
Alternative (I'm stylish in my own special way) |
Favourite Clothing: |
My trusty pair of jeans |
Favourite Colour: |
Blue |
Date Activities: |
A music concert; A picnic in a park; Dinner at a restaurant; Going to the theatre; Meeting for coffee; Meeting for drinks; Walking on the beach |
Music Preferences: |
Alternative; Broadway / Theatrical; Classical; Jazz; Opera; Rap / Hip Hop; Reggae; Rock |
Reading: |
I enjoy it |
Books: |
History; Travel |
TV Habits: |
I watch a few favourite shows each week |
TV Shows: |
Action / Adventure; Comedy / Sit-coms; Cooking / Baking; Documentaries; Educational; Music Channels; Nature / Wildlife; Sport |
Movie Frequency: |
Occasionally or irregularly |
Movie Preferences: |
Action; Adult; Art Films; Comedy; Cult Classics; Documentary; Drama; Mystery; War |
Interests: |
Cooking; Gardening; Healthy living; Meditation; Painting; Photography; Sculpting; Surfing the Internet; Woodworking; Writing poetry; Yoga |
Sport Involvement: |
An active participant |
Sports: |
Bungee jumping; Camping; Chess; Fishing; Flying / Gliding; Gymnastics; Hiking; Ice Skating; Rock climbing; Scuba diving; Skiing; Sky diving; Snooker; Snorkeling; Walking; Water skiing; White water rafting |
Cooking: |
I love it! |
Food: |
Chinese; Fine Dining; French; Greek; Indian; Italian; Japanese; Seafood; South African; Sushi; Thai |
Go Out to Eat: |
I eat out a few times a month |
Dietary Restrictions: |
I have none; Sugar-free |
Pace of Life: |
Organised |
Time at Work: |
I always put in overtime |
Pastimes of choice: |
Spending time outdoors |
Time Online: |
Once or twice a week |
Take Drugs: |
Never |
Family Size: |
I've got brothers and sisters |
Family Closeness: |
We're average |
Relationship Type: |
I'm just plain single |
Willing to Relocate: |
I'd consider it |
Animals: |
I like animals |
Turn-ons: |
Assertiveness; Dancing; Erotica; Flirting; Long hair; Showing affection in public; Thrill seeking |
Turn-offs: |
Power; Sarcasm |
Religious Attendance: |
Rarely |
Dream Home: |
Eco home in the bush |
Politics: |
I have no interest in politics |
Retirement Plans: |
Living in a quiet cabin in the woods |
Feelings about using DatingBuzz South Africa: |
Curious |
Honesty: |
Extremely |
